As women, we come into this world bearing extraordinary gifts. We are beings of feminine divinity, courage, compassion, and truth. Within us is the creative force of Life, the strength and intuitive wisdom of the ages. But along the path of life, we can lose our voice. Our story of pain separates us from our magnificent Source of empowerment, and we give away our power. We forget who we are................. Remember...............

This life has been a long journey into the unknown. I have made so many mistakes that if I paid attention I would of seen that it was not natural to the world force or my universal force. I was not aware that there was a thing called awareness. I knew I was doing wrong but did not stop the action from happening. It was as if my body had to experience the wrong doings as well as the good. I have learned from the wrong choices and I know now how or when I am in harmony with truth. …Felicia

Tonight I joined a medicine circle. It involved playing sacred instriments and singing. No electrical devices are allowed. It was the first time I actually did something like that. We hummed, tweeted like birds played drums, mixed our voices in intertwining ways, played bells and some realy cool instriments that I have never seen before. In effect it was a fantastic sound created by a group of open minded temporarly ego free people. I think I will go again. Peace out, Felicia

I went to the gypsie nation sacred ritual dance tonight. I danced with men and women of all ages with the intent of connecting to my soul. It was by far the best one yet. There was great music and I was moved spiritaly and physicaly to the different forms of rhythm and music played. Many emotions played a part tonight. From fear to happiness , arousal to mellow,calm and erratic. I had a great time to say the least. Love to all,Felicia

Brian and I had discussed separating when we get to Ohio. I have mixed feelings about it. I still love him and he says he loves me but we are not close and we don’t share our feelings with one another. Well I do but I think that is what he doesn’t like about me. I need honesty and truth and I know that by holding back from being honest by telling me how he feels or expressing joy when he feels it is pretty much not being true. I need to know when he is happy or sad or whatever and he has no outwardly emotions besides anger. I have never known him to be happy other then when we are making love or when he has no apparent stresses from work witch seems to be all the time. He wears his stress on his sleeve and it has always been apparent that he was not happy. And in knowing that it seemed I could never be the one to make him happy and that he is on his own path. My walk with him is finished. Now I am working on myself and the survival and growth of my own soul in this lifetime. Stay tuned because I got a lot of interesting stuff ahead of me to come. Love Felicia